Songs

Every conversation feels like a gunfight
You keep asking me why do I wanna part?
Well, because my gun targets the sky
But yours aimed at my heart…

Long time no see
Think I already saw this movie
Can’t recall, remind me how it ends
Should I stay? Should I go?…

The mountain top seems way too high
I don’t care about the view or the sky
Could be six years old or a hundred
It’s not something that takes long to wonder…

Ice cold moon
Burning sun
Put down the rose, pick up the gun
Were you true when you said…

Lying in my bed
Facing a poster on the wall that helps me forget
While fish swim in the sea
And birds sing in the tree…

I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to write
Add some more candles
And just leave it all behind…

There won’t be another party
Not another invitation
Come again if you want to
I’m not gonna ask you…

I might have to run
Someday
And leave all this way
Behind my broken mind…

I tried to hear my instinct from afar
But it was a dead spirit
I tried to catch something it said
But when I looked my hands were red…

I’m glad the mountain’s high
But I’m on top of it wondering: is it too high for me to fall?
And would things be any different…

The sound of dishes when they fall on the ground
How to live when even laughter’s a wound, so profound
It hurts every time I turn around…

Waiting and trying
Breathing and lying
Watching life move on
Wanting and buying…

The warning I can read
Is telling me not to be
This way
The only store is closed…

I never thought
That not to die
Could be so sad
I never thought…

It’s like another person is inside of me
It’s like sometimes my mind just flies away
It’s like I have this weird voice in my head
Telling me I’m dead…